dear boy..

.I just want you to know,how I feel,and I won't more.
we are not friend,and I guess never will be.
all decision it's in your hands,sorry I have to tell you,because I just wanna let it free,I'm sick and tired about secret .so I'm free now,and I never wish we can get closer and honestly deep in my heart, I WON'T , so my brain too.I'm sorry I give you a little problem . I'm so sorry that I selfish. it doesn't  have to be happen. but what can I do? I don't wanna die inside. so I'm try so hard as I can to let my feeling free. IF we get closer someday,I don't wanna be like the place for you running,because that girl who you love,doesn't love you back. 
I'm free and I won't more,it's so enough for me,thank you so much.

I'm always looking at you behind the mirror,I always in the corner where you stand,but it's enough for me to know,how you life happen..
 I don't wanna be a thing that you always see ,I don't wanna be a part that always you think. I love enough to stand behind you,I'm free to do anything..
I feel so enough right now,and I love my life without you ( before ),so thanks..but I never regret about it,
I'm happy..

if there is one thing that you can do,may be can you go away ? just to make this situation feel better for me..because I know..it's nothing for you,so yes. I'm the shadows of what I feel, and I'm so be grateful about it  bacause just to be shadows doesn't easy,because she always following you,no matter what..